I'm being so good and you guys don't even know about.
I'm being so disciplined and it's killing me.
the thing, I recently made a bear for my colab with Martin, and it's painful for me that I can't show you. Really painful, because well i love this bear. I mean really love him, and I'm proud of him, and well you know me of old self doubt, that hardly ever happens.
Really not since Posswonk the 1st, has a bear affected me like this. and yes you might be thinking why not keep him Jess? But the thing is, if i feel this way then I know he is probably really quite good, and that's exactly the sort of quality i want exhibited. I know I'm my toughest critic.
SO I'm thinking perhaps I can tell you a bit about him, like his name which is Edmund, and that I even made him a jacket. And when I feel a little sad i pick him up and walk around with him.
when people come to my house, i casually leave him sitting in the living room ( the room you enter from the front door - i have no hallway in my place), just so someone might say " who is that magnificent bear?" ( er no one has) or even the possibility that I may be able to share him with someone.
and I've got a whole nother 8 months to wait. I don't know how I'm going to do it.
7 comments:
I think you need to turn your visitors attention to Edmund or he might start coming down with depression before the show and how would he hold his head up then? Cherrie
It is with absolute and complete certainty with which I type. Edmund is no doubt a bear of great personality, positively oozing 'special'. I also have no doubt that I would be immediately drawn to an Edmund strategically placed near the front door of your place.
Oh I wish I could come and admire that fine fellow you are harbouring! I fancy him already, in a purely platonic, bear adoring way. What a tantalising post, Jess, you little devil...x
you tease! now I want to see him so bad!
I am so looking forward to seeing Edmund, and you are such a tease! 8 months??? Can any of us wait that long? I think if you've got that long you should make another one and keep Master Edmund where he's loved :) Kx
8 months! Tooooo long. sigh. The anticipation is exciting though. Can't wait to see Mr Edmund. xa
OOOooooooh I want to see him!!
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